Mourning Upon Mourning

On April 8th, 2021, another brother left for heaven after 9 months of battling with cancer. From the beginning to the end, I was with him, doing everything I possibly can in this difficult and painful journey. 

I can't process all the thoughts that went through my mind, nor can I distinguish my feelings.

In three years, I lost three family members! My mom died in November 2019, my brother in December 2020, and this brother in April 2021. It all seems natural; part of life! 

It is too much to take but somehow, I go on as there is no other way not to.

Through these three years of sadness and mourning, I realize that this life is only temporary and we can take nothing with us.